Honestly..

Tell me what's left. Because, I don't even want to know my own name. Let's live until we die together. Let's breathe a different life. I feel like I'm falling faster, with no where to fall too. So tell me, love of my life, what's left? Because the night rolls in when the voices crowd around and i"m in the middle screaming, "Kiss me, Kiss me!" Save me. Love me.

I wrote this A long time ago.

 

You're irreplaceable, indispensable. You're incredible.

As I'm picking up my pen, every thought I've ever had disappears from my memory. Like my conscience has withdrawn everything I have ever known, except this incredible loneliness. I have never felt more frustrated than when I'm trying to accomplish something so breath taking, that doesn't accomplish the task in amazement but in un-encouraging, un-believable, un-inspiring aggravation. I wish I could bleed the words of my mind so when I was found, everything would be known. I've known so many words but, I guess I just don't have the courage.

Being Me

As long as you look for someone else to validate who you are by seeking their approval, you are setting yourself up for disaster. You have to be whole and complete in yourself. No one can give you that. You have to know who you are. What others say is just completely irrelevant.

when we're alone, you adore me. when we're both dressed, you ignore me.

I can't keep putting myself in this situation.

If you cared, you would be here.

You don't, so you're not.

If you loved me, you wouldn't be able to stand how much you make me cry.

You don't, so you just walk away from it.

I can't keep loving someone who can't love me back.

I won't keep loving you.

 beautiful things never last, that's why fireflies flash

whatever

 Maybe human-beings aren't supposed to put all of their love into one person, that leaves no room to move forward when something sweet goes sour.

Maybe it I hadn't put all my focus on him, I wouldn't be running in circles wondering what's best for me. I've erased everything. 

You are all I've ever know.