Please just take me to the graveyard,

Can't you see that it's killing me? Don't you care that at any moment, I might just drop dead and you'll never be able to look me in the eyes again? Doesn't it bother you that I can't say I love you because I don't know what love is, but I know it's not supposed to hurt this much. And I know you've hurt me more than I have hurt myself.